Thank you everyone for your kind thoughts and messages, didn't mean to put a damper on things.
One thing I will not miss is renewing the litter tray every other day, and because he preferred the natural clay it tracked all over the house, the dry bits between his paws I might add, always knew where he'd been.
I caught the two minutes silence on radio 4 for Armistice Day, it was quite poignant.
I've been researching my family history now for some years and eventually you come across the War Graves Commission web site, I find that very moving and usually end up with tears rolling down my face at the loss of so many young lives.
Damn going soft in my old age.